Hi, Addam here. According to my therapist, he recommended me to write down my dreams and 'special' events that which I have been experiencing since school.
Synesthesia, is where the stimulation of one sensory will lead to another one or more involuntary sensory such as sounds may ended to perceived by sight. Take for example that people with sound synesthesia may perceive sounds as colors. These are usually not more than 2 sensory interaction. Not sure which I have though since it is often more than more sensory that once stimulated, can cause nausea, hallucination and or fever. I suspect maybe its due some sort of sensory overload.
Synesthesia for me is when people talk, move, or even remain still even just a little bit emits some sort of what I might describe simply as aura. I lack the necessary vocabulary to describe this. Will research more after this project I'm working on. It has been a while since I have dreamt about her, last I can remember was 2 years ago where I was under what my doctors suspect to be a form of dementia and depression. It was bad until to the point where dream and reality seems no different from one another. I'll often caught glimpse of her when I was on my way to class, but I knew she cant be real... or is she?
It has brought to my attention that I have been having recurring dream again. The flow is mostly the same, I woke up in a middle of something, she is there, we will be doing something, but just as I was about to grab her hand... I woke up. But it had yet to come to the point where I 'mistakenly' sees her during my waking hour.
Will update on more~
